ONEIL - Crash Landing

Always, over cautious
Past tense, hurt and sadness
So much heartbreak, and madness
This time, drawn by your presence
Feel at one with your essence
Swept me into a daydream, no defense

Caught without a warning
Don’t know how to feel
Hit me like a whirlwind
The shock of something real
Taken by the lightning
Pulled in by the noose
Didn’t even fight it
The pain was worth crashlanding into you

Trust for time been missing
Burns me reminiscing
Long avoidant, of what’s joyful
Accidental magic
Feel secure and grounded
Safe to lower my guard, let down my walls

Caught without a warning
Don’t know how to feel
Hit me like a whirlwind
The shock of something real
Taken by the lightning
Pulled in by the noose
Didn’t even fight it
The pain was worth crashlanding into you